My nigga
You couldn’t stay away could you?
You need this don’t you?
Well
Since you’re here..
Let me talk my shit real quick
Imma take a little time
Just to say what’s on my mind
Hope you understand
Cuz I’ve up been up and down Left and right all round
Trying to gain the upper hand
Everybody wanna know where I been on my hiatus
And why I ain't rapping that much
The game done changed shit don't stay the same
I had to seperate cuz yall be capping too much
And I don't play the game
You know I stayed the same
I'm the same zilla back from the jump
Don't say my name unless you put respect on it
With checks on it
And I'm stacking a bunch
You packing ya lunch I'm eating like a buffet
Good grief for fuck sake
Over years Ive done had enough hate
Niggas is sweet as a cupcake
And I'm just baking you niggas
I ain't never had no hate for you niggas
But Jesus Christ I'm just nice
But I'm tired of trying to make a way for you niggas
I'm gone
Back in my zone I'm doing me Im moving free
I’m on
Who is we? I said I'm doing me
Ain't no 2 or 3 I'm alone
Ducked off in my crib with a bad bitch lounging in my home
Conz, Im so proud of you. You’ve been doing your thang
Thank you
I've been blessed
I've been blessed
With some balance in my life
So I ain't pressed I'm refreshed
Manifesting all these blessings
They've sleeping on my time
Who you know that's working harder
I know they sleeping on my grind
Im like MJ in his prime
Every single shot is clutch
Clearly I'm not as humble anymore
At least not as much
Everything turns to gold
I got that midus touch
They say pressure make diamonds
I'm providing diamond cuts
I've been sitting
I've been plannin
I've been thinking bout my future
Second guessing
Thinking to myself and
Asking myself do ya?
Really wanna up and move
And start from scratch and lose complacency
Sometimes I want my space
More than not, I enjoy the vacancy
Im finding my balance
This life is a challenge
This mic and my talent
Is quite an imbalance
I’m quiet but valid
I’m hiding my calus
Cuz I’m humble with carrying the weight of this shit
Stepping thru puddles
I’ve tested my troubles
Everyday I been told
I’m the next to just bubble
Start flexing my hustle
Accepting my struggle
The pay off I prayed everyday for this shit
Better now than never
I’d rather be late
Than to pull up
And a nigga still have to wait
Ayy
Sometimes you gotta these feelings go my nigga
Be you
I dont even know where to start for real