Verse 1:
Wrist slit and your hearts open
Instead of blood you got torn emotions
I’m up all night fulfilling my devotion
I pray to god to help me heal the broken
But at times I feel like my prayers are in vain
Cut yourself just to feel more pain
Love me just to hate me again
Go to rest just to wake up the same
Verse 2:
I’m done being sad
I just thought this shit would last
Never thought I’d have to leave so quick and fast
I’m hurt but i guess this is all in the past
Get yourself a girl who ain’t rant like the last
You said I didn’t love you girl if only you had asked
Sorry that i loved you when you didn’t love yourself
Always talking about love like it’s something that you had (shit)
Hook:
I gotta pray (i gotta pray)
Pray that you change
Pray that you find a nigga who don’t mind playing your games
Pray that as time goes on you will have better days
I pray that on this earth you stay
Verse 3:
There she was with a smile on her face
Love was just calling but love was delayed
I’ll hold your hand like I’m thirsty for pain
I would show you my heart but my heart is to fake
When things had got tough i just wish you had stayed
Cause to many feeling had started to fade
Spoke to my momma she told me to pray
I spoke to God he told me to be brave
Verse 4:
But i been changing
I been playing
I been loving I’ve been hating
I’ve been wanting so I’m taking
You were loving you been faking
Cut yourself you elevated
Pop my heart no more inflated
Beast mode just been activated
War has just been indicated
All these feels evacuated
No more left for you to play with
Loved you once now I regret it
I can’t even give you credit
All i wanted was to exit
But you had something to inherit
Why the hell you acting desperate
Maybe keep your feelings separate
Hook:
I gotta pray
Pray that you change
Pray that you find a nigga who don’t mind playing your games
Pray that as time goes on you will have better days
I pray that on this earth u stay
Verse 5:
Swear this time I’m done with love (love)
Got to many feels to confront (front)
Cause I just turned love into lust (lust)
Now i got these hoes to adjust (adjust)
My heart just turned into dust (dust)
Outta my system it’s flushed (flushed)
But you put it back with some cuts (cuts)
So I take it back out in a rush (rush)
And I know you been trying
But you also been lying
And i know you been faking
So cut with the crying
Verse 6:
Cause I spoke to god he told me to be braver
Braver for what? then i found you’re a player
All this time i had been loving a faker
So i bowed down my head and i changed all my prayers (like woah)
The father the son and the ghost
You the parasite i am the host
Feel that shit on my skin and my bones
I think i’m allergic to hoes
You cost my heart to erode
Guess I am the wave that you rode
Guess i am the reason you cold
But hoes gonn' be hoes we both know
Hook:
I gotta pray
Pray that you change
Pray that you find a nigga who don’t mind playing your games
Pray that as time goes on you will have better days
I pray that on this earth u stay x2