Postcards

[Verse 1]
I'm so desperate
I don't know what I was thinking but I tried to do something I'd never do
I had knocked up on your door and you just said to leave a message
You awakened something in me I never knew

[Pre-Chorus]
And I might've held on
But I know you'll hate this song

[Chorus]
I left a postcard in my ex's mailbox with her bills
Now I know she'll see my name and will be anything but thrilled
Saying sorry won't make up for all the voicemails that she left
I would never call her back cause I knew I messed up again

[Verse 2]
When I assumed I was late to the party
It was because I was the last one to arrive
I was alarmed because the waiter was so pretty
But then I talked to her and everything was fine

[Pre-Chorus]
And I might've held on
But I know you'll hate this song

[Chorus]
I left a postcard in my ex's mailbox with her bills
Now I know she'll see my name and will be anything but thrilled
Saying sorry won't make up for all the voicemails that she left
I would never call her back cause I knew I messed up again

[Bridge]
She's why I hate the summer rain, bleeding on the floor again
God i'm such a loser, a bad valentine straight to the end
I just wanna dip right now, hands go up but I'm feeling down
That one last kiss of summer love brought her soft lips to leave me now