Positive Result

[Intro]
"I don’t think I’m gonna make it”
With an ardent voice, I scream it
Even though I cannot sense it
I can tell that my cells are revolting
Turning paradigms to sickness
Felt only by these hands of mine
It's time, oh, it's time to prepare for the
Angels to cry
For the one they won't receive

[Verse 1]
I am all alone
With my heart at stake
I will hold my breath
As it palpitates (It doesn't seem to make a difference)
Even if I pray
For a slow decay (ahhh, ahhh!)
I am gonna be
Be alone again

(Now I am contorting wildly)
I can't halt the fear
To appreciate
(feelings clashing)
Everything I seem
(overwhelming)
Seem to have today
(Understanding math so vague)
And I can't control
What's controlling me and
(I graph a picture of a morbid day)
Living while I'm dying every day

[Chorus]
With a fear that lasts an eternity
Counting one, two, three, to the metronome of destiny
In love with earthly frequencies, the ripping sound of frantic waves
It's growing, flowers exploding, round and round, they're breathing, eating me alive
Even if I wanna break away
The sirens, gnawing at my chest, will feast upon this heart today, oh
I CAN'T BREATHE, NO, THEY'RE RACING AFTER ME
THE SOUNDS, THE SIGHTS, MY MEMORIES
SO WITH A TAINTED REASONING, PLEASE
GET ME, GET ME OUT OF HERE, I–

[Verse 2]
BECOMING ONE WITH THE SOIL AND THE DIRT
OH, THE WORMS AND ALL THE PARASITES WILL
EAT ME FOR DESSERT!
LETTING GO AND LETTING BLOOD
CAN NEVER BE REHEARSED
OH, YOU KNOW I'M GONNA CLAIM THAT I'M ONLY GETTING WORSE!
Can't you answer me
Those looking down on me?
This survival rate
Forever it is plummeting
These statistics aren't re-re-reassuring me, I'm
Losing all control
Losing all control
Heal me
Please

Just breathe...
Believe...

[Chorus]
With a fear that lasts an eternity
Counting one, two, three, to the metronome of destiny
Within these earthly frequencies, I'm seeking answers endlessly
Just give me a sign that this feeling's gonna end
‘Cause the world never pauses for the cowardly
It pushes past the plagued and pageless poet’s elegies
(Good things come to those who wait)
But after all, the only person that's without disease
(Beauty and grace)
Is only six feet deep

With a fear that lasts an eternity
Counting one, two, three, as the world I know is crumbling
In love with earthly frequencies, the ripping sound of frantic waves, my God
If you just listened then you'd know this feeling’s eating me alive!
(Don't try to fight what you can't see!)
Even if I wanna break away
The sirens, gnawing at my chest, will feast upon this heart today, oh
BRACING FOR IMPACT, WHAT’S REAL IS PLAIN TO SEE
“THESE THOUGHTS ARE JUST PROTECTING ME”
THE BIBLIOCLAST
TO MY OWN STORY
And I can't remember what it's like to put up a fight
Or to do what's right for me
Cause when all that you believe is a lie
Oh, no one's there to care or understand you when you cry

[Outro]
I DON'T THINK I'M GONNA MAKE IT OUT
WITH AN ARDENT VOICE I SCREAM IT
LOUDER AND LOUDER
I'M PLEADING FOR A SLOW DECAY

THE RESULTS OF THIS TEST OF FATE ARE-