Portland

[Verse 1]
Don’t you wanna know me?
The way I wanna know you
Got several hundred stupid things
That I wanna show you
I punched out all the windows
Just to get some light
So I can give you everything
It keeps me up at night
To think that I want someone
Who only wants a ghost
Yeah, I would drop everything
And drive up the damn coast
Portland has nothing
Especially not me

[Chorus]
How am I supposed to sleep tonight?
I need to know
Do I ever cross your mind?
No way I’m gonna sleep tonight
I need to know
Do I ever cross your mind?
‘Cause if you’re up in Portland
That means I’m alone
And all these selfish feelings
Are stupid, yeah I know

[Verse 2]
Like elevator music
Turned up way too loud
Screaming like a big dog
Just to drown you out
I’ve been getting lonely
I feel it in my chest
'Cause people didn’t want me
Now I’m your second best
I called the 1-800
They told me to go home
I begged them to stay on the line
But they hung up the damn phone
I’m sorry that I’m so weird
I’m sorry I’m a creep
Someone tell me what to do
When a feeling cuts this deep

[Chorus]
How am I supposed to sleep tonight?
I need to know
Do I ever cross your mind?
No way I’m gonna sleep tonight
I need to know
Do I ever cross your mind?
‘Cause if you’re up in Portland
That means I’m alone
And all these selfish feelings
They’re stupid, yeah I know

[Outro]
If you’re up in Portland
That means I’m alone
And all these selfish feelings
With all these selfish feelings
With all these selfish feelings
With all these selfish feelings
With all these selfish feelings
With all these selfish feelings