Portal

[Verse 1]
The people I lost in life that I think about often
Only enough to recall the moments they dropped the ball, never scored
When I appeared with the aura that was me transitioning lore
With the Lord blessed for my core
Collateral damage peaking
People weeping and seeking the karma that I deserve
So I'm auctioning my reserve
I ain’t doing it by the books
My family came from crooks so naturally
I'm a motherfucking dog in the shit
My pillars of life crumbled
The humble shit was a struggle
I talk my shit fuck the mumble
Yellowbone, fuck the bumble
Shooters mad watch 'em crumble, aye
Now I’m that nigga you want a verse? Get your purse
Take out a rack and a beat that'll get you murked on a shirt nigga

[Chorus]
Past few year my life an abyss
Been jumping through these portals ever since
Your kindness is like an ornament
But I'm blinded by the smoke and the mist
For the pain I'm the host and the guest
Past few year my life an abyss
Been jumping through these portals ever since
Your kindness is like an ornament
But I'm blinded by the smoke and the mist
For the pain I'm the host and the guest

[Verse 2]
As I grow it seem like I got a lot to repent
A lot to unlearn, a lot to ascend
Chain buckled, skin truffle wasn't allowed to ascend
Didn't cost much it seemed
Bank dryer than our reparations
Preparation answers and a tech to ignore often got cold feet
With our history gone, we got history songs
Proximity, plucked, plowed and plentiful
Match frame, family strife was identical
Caught flame, sending you our stake and digital
My album a arcade levels to it
Stripes in it like arcane
Parlay and probably
Proud interest in star lanes
My compass a lost cause for people who play games
Fickle your shame
They pay us in dimes
Then put us in graves
So while I’m alive I’ma rule and take mines

[Chorus]
Past few year my life an abyss
Been jumping through these portals ever since
Your kindness is like an ornament
But I'm blinded by the smoke and the mist
For the pain I’m the host and the guest
Past few year my life an abyss
Been jumping through these portals ever since
Your kindness is like an ornament
But I'm blinded by the smoke and the mist
For the pain I'm the host and the guest

[Verse 3]
Black love but I'm chasing a rise
She came to a set and said I was fire
Innocent love turned pitiful
Drugs scripted straight to the masses
Box office smashes
Box with a opp
Should be popping at cops
With something to lose
A full win locked in a knot
Untying the drop
You gon’ flop if you mop
Made with a smock
Smile petty, parables stopped
The parred paired to the mirror
Comparing our flaws
The view that I found that was lost in the crowd
Regained in myself
Left I was wrapped 'round the belt
The boy was impressed and I'm talking 'bout my psyche full of pressure
(Are you ready?)