Porcelain

(i barely feel at home right now)
(so i sedate through the drink and hope it all works out)

Cauterize with the lime
Press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
Why are the genuine so hard to find
But if i was counterfeit
I would shatter on the ground when i fall
Call; anyone but me at all
I'm out my element, don't be afraid though
I feel like porcelain
Scatter my ash then put flowers in

I ain't want screen time
They think i ain't worth shit when my light dies
But i'll brush it off and say, "fine, yeah."
Just don't get back to me for highs
'cause that was our last goodbyе

(who am i?) (2x)

Avoid coming 'cross me
I don't talk often
Sugarcoated but without thе chocolate
You got the message, so ignore the comments
But my heart is nauseous, that's the problem
I drink and repeat 'cause i love the peak
Down with his men-tal, knights, now the king
Stuck in this hell, into hell i will sink
If i died, would you grieve?
I'd like to believe
And i can't remember how i felt
The moment had seized me, it's really so evident
All that remains are reminders and remnants
I wish i told you how i felt

Wade through the rain
Cherish the moment
Difficulties only prove they're golden
Full exhaust, eyes sewn wide open
Regard me as dust
Just a road with no bliss

Foaming at the lips
If i'm human, i admit
I hold a heavy distaste for what you have to say
But i'll listen
I'll listen anyways

Cauterize with the lime
Press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
Why are the genuine so hard to find
But if i was counterfeit
I would shatter on the ground when i fall
Call; anyone but me at all
I'm out my element, don't be afraid though
I feel like porcelain
Scatter my ash then put flowers in