Pony

You don't wanna talk, that's fine
Every time we call
End up on the phone all night
Fuck it, after all
Every time we talk we fight
I do nothing wrong
But I'm gonna say you're right

Cause we end up in these cycles
Kiss me in between the eye rolls
My girl laughs in my face when I spiral
I know I'mma be a virus when I'm viral
I'll go bet all of my money on a dice roll

Got no bands, on me
No chance I'mma live 'til I'm thirty
Take a picture, I'mma beg you not to show me
I've been drinking because no one's gonna know me

Brеak down but I won't apologize
I get scared of what I rеalize
Pack my things and make another life
Hope my visage breaks out of your mind

Sorry everyone who's ever known me
I just prayed to Laura, put my money on a pony
Sorry everyone who's ever known me
I just prayed to Laura, put my money on a pony

And it hurts me every time
I feel your name run through my mind
I wish that we could both rewind
I think that I should stay inside

I bite my tongue, you bite your lip
You say you're done so I might just dip
The fight is done, the table's flipped
And no one won on a sinking ship

I-I-I don't wanna talk, it's fine
Because if we call
It'll put me in your mind
I think after all
I know that I crossed the line
And it's not your fault
I just wanna make it right

Cause I wanna break the cycle
I make jokes and you make eye rolls
I go way too far and then we spiral
I know every little thing has all been my fault
Maybe someday I will seek revival