Polytoximaniac

I'M QUITE PREPARED TO USE WHAT EVERYONE DECLINES
I CAN'T RESTRAINED MYSELF
'CAUSE DEVILS IN MY HEAD TONIGHT
DULLNESS IN MY EYES TURNS ALL THE SUNSHINE INTO RAIN
AND I DECEIVE MYSELF THAT I COULD NEVER FALL AGAIN

I'M A POLYTOXIMANIAC
DANGEROUS AND BLIND
A POLYTOXIMANIAC
THE TRUTH BEGINS TO BITE
A POLYTOXIMANIAC
IT'S ALL THAT I CAN SAY
A POLYTOXIMANIAC
FROM BIRTH 'TIL MY DECAY

IT'S NOT A STRONG MAN'S ACT TO FALL IN ECSTASY
I LIKE TO HAVE A BIT OF FUN ALSO WITH MEDICINE
I BLOW MY BRAIN OUT OF MY HEAD BUT I DON'T CARE
SEARCHING FOR A SECRET FLAVOUR RESTLESS DAY BY DAY

SOMETIMES I SEE REFLECTIONS IN THE SHADE OF GOD
ONE BILLION COCKROACHES ARE READY TO ATTACK
I CAN'T BELIEVE MY SENSE IT'S TIME TO SAT GOODBYE
THE GOLDEN SHOT IS DUE, ERASURE OF MY MIND