Polish

[Verse 1]
I wake up and I fuck up
You love me but you stuck up
All your problems 'bout my struggle
You still mad but you wantin' to cuddle
So I get up, I brush my teeth, and I look in the mirror
Then I think
And I hate myself for the words in my head
I would rather be dead than to hear myself again

[Verse 2]
I don't wanna live any longer
No one knows my struggle so I'll try to be stronger
I don't wanna hurt no one so I hurt myself
All I need is a gun and a hand to end it all
All I need is a friend to catch my fall
It's all my fault
I don't wanna leave soon, but I have to