Poisoned Leftover

Some parts of my vitality disappeared

Under dark shroud
There's hiding oblivion
Dreams are petrified
I've lost it all
In sin
In blame
I've lost my own way
Where are my limits
Where is the residue of my consciousness
Of my future self

I am the king in this land
In this castle built on failures
Alone in his property
In this castle built on failures

I scream to myself
And crush walls of suffering
I’m ripping out my heart
And I give it to the starving dogs

Haze in my cold hand
Running out with blood
I’m asking myself:
“how many times did you run?”

Poinsoned leftover
Of my heart
Left by dogs
Still beats
On the ground