Poison Well

I wrote, "Dear God
Is this a test?
Cuz I don't know
If I tried my best for you."

I wrote, "Dear God
I'm such a mess
I look like hell
But I bought this dress for you
I bought this dress for you."

You broke my selfish heart
It ended at the start
But poison well
It tastes like hell
But keeps my fights apart

We lived the lies
He bought a gun
He closed his eyes
He'd shoot for fun and leave
To know how much it was his heart
For someone who has so much disregard for me
It didn't start with me

My heart and soul are stone
I'd rather be alone
The poison well
It tastes like hell
But somehow feels like home

I ran away from home
To reap what I had sown
Hear the train
It whispers soft and slow
"Where do you go?"

You broke my selfish heart
It ended at the start
The poison well
It tastes like hell
But keeps my fights apart

The poison well
It tastes like hell
But it rips my soul apart