Poison.jpg

[Chorus: Rat Jesu]
Aw, shit, saw it
Think I'm getting nauseous
Cautious, watch this
Delete everything off it
.jpeg, you're dead
Poison, yeah, it's blood red
Light head, I dread
Body like it's full of lead
Adderall, end it all
Slit my throat and set me free
Estradiol, will it stall
The poison that's been killing me?
Missing link, I just think
It's better not to ask
If this could make me normal
Could I ever be normal?

[Verse 1: Rat Jesu]
Always something to remind you what you look like
Sheer the skin, here's hoping that you'll look right
'Cause it all gets frozen in a jpeg
Bit off and you'll want a bullet in your head
Try to down a few pills to forget it
Take it long enough and maybe you'll transmit
Can't change the past or your blood
No arc to save you from the flood

[Verse 2: Murrumur]
Tried so hard to dry the rain from my skin
Stuck in the dark, couldn't soar when I was flightless
Do my best to kill the signs I had a twin
Can't restrain all the time I was deprived with
Can't scream with the body full of poison
The lock's jammed and the door won't open
The molly didn't work so I'd never be rollin'
Now I'm like a cat the way I'm living in the moment
Half-dead angels, slits in wings
Thrown up to the wires, wrapped around by my shoestrings
All I want is bliss with the way I sing
Spiritual unwrapping of my threads like I'm stone-free
Physical form without the name they know
Midwest woods, get my flesh torn by a wendigo
Faceless corpse just like Jane Doe
I'm just putting on an act and I feel like a puppet show

[Chorus: Rat Jesu]
Aw, shit, saw it
Think I'm getting nauseous
Cautious, watch this
Delete everything off it
.jpeg, you're dead
Poison, yeah, it's blood red
Light head, I dread
Body like it's full of lead
Adderall, end it all
Slit my throat and set me free
Estradiol, will it stall
The poison that's been killing me?
Missing link, I just think
It's better not to ask
If this could make me normal
Could I ever be normal?

[Verse 3: Rat Jesu]
All of a sudden, I don't feel so good
I thought you understood but I fucking doubt it
But the way you're acting
It's interacting in my gut
All these meds I fucking took
This might be the big one
Am I finally done here?
Might have one or two more years