​poison

[Chorus]
I go back and forth just running laps
And the heat really got to me I fell flat on my back
The distance just too much try my best not to think into it
What's so hard 'bout speaking on the shit that I take issue with
I feel better, but so much worse when I'm by myself
Tried it, this and that, so much proof that nothin' helps
Don't know myself I always struggle with identity
Lately I take pleasure in distorting my reality

[Verse 1]
People want my poison just squeeze every drop right out of me
I'm not gonna lie, think I'm the only one who's doubting me
What can I do I really don't wanna make connections
I've been robbed of friеndships just from constant second guessing
Face it, I jus ran out of patiеnce and weighing
This pressure on my chest
The constant hatred, I hate it
I'll say it, I wish I was dead every fuckin' day
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know what to say

[Verse 2]
Now I'm walkin through the ice, know that you're watchin'
Hold my life over the lake, try not to toss it in and I fall in
Dodging rocks like dodging coffins
Everything comes in at arms length through the darkness
Yeah, I'm breathing
I don't expect you to dip your feet in
The waters cold this time of year
I don't want you to feel it
Yeah, I'm seething
All this anger man, I feel it
I want to feel happy but this life won't give a reason

[Verse 3]
People want my poison just squeeze every drop right out of me
I'm not gonna lie, think I'm the only one who's doubting me
What can I do I really don't wanna make connections
I've been robbed of friendships just from constant second guessing
Face it, I jus ran out of patience and weighing
This pressure on my chest
The constant hatred, I hate it
I'll say it, I wish I was dead every fuckin' day
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know what to say

[Outro]
Face it, I jus ran out of patience and weighing
This pressure on my chest
The constant hatred, I hate it
I'll say it, I wish I was dead every fuckin' day
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know what to say