Pluck my fingers like petals

Pluck my fingers
Like petals
All my hatred
Let it all out
Dream about
How I'm heinous
Die for a while
So contagious
My mind is racing
I'm so contagion
Quarantine vision
State of nostalgia
I don't care if I don't get it
If I see it I'm gon' take it
No for sure I'm gonna make it
Done I'm hella done
Watch me steppin' out the front
Pluck my fingers like petals
Keep them, lucky charm
Everything's gone but self harm
Anything's done but you and I
Pluck my fingers
Like petals
All my hatred
Let it all out
Dream about
How I'm heinous
Die for a while
So contagious
Can't help but stay out of reach
If they see mе I'm gon' scream
Out in the woods catch a centipеde
Crawl into my skin
Chain it on a leash
Metal taste still in my mouth
Watch myself dehumanize
Smash my phone
Ate the glass pieces
Lick batteries
For no reason
Won't stop talking to myself
'Til I hear the birds again
Can't wait to meet again
Hear you scream my name
This time throw me on the train tracks
Yeah