Pleasure & the Beast

The first blowjob I ever gave, I remember it like yesterday
My older boyfriend stopped it midway
He said he felt guilty for turning me into a whore
(Poor boy)
It's too late, there's egg on my face, and I was expecting something more

I got my beauty from the beast
I got my pleasure from the beast

Wouldn't you know? I started to bleed, right on his white bed sheets
Yeah, I was dirty, we both agreed
I hope he doesn't get mad, let's wash 'em now so his mom won't see
If we only care about his feelings, who's s'posed to take care of me?

I got my beauty from the beast
I got my pleasure from the beast

Your existence should not be defined by any man
You deserve to know yourself before anyone else gets the chance

I got my beauty from the beast
I got my pleasure from the beast
I think it's time I get it from me