Plastic

Skin I live in
Air I breathe
Pills I swallowed
Hair I dyed
Nothing fills up this big void I've been filling up
Mask I fixed
Broken bones
Glued eyelids
Stitched up skin
Nothing fills up this big hole I've been feeling inside

Took off my face
Put it in the corner of my closet
Put it so deep
Deep in there so no one ever sees it
I'm sorry
So sick and tired of that face
I'll come back to dust it off once in a while

So doctor
What am I taking now?
So doctor
What did you stuff me with?
So doctor
Am I whole?
So doctor
Am I perfect now?

Draw my eyes
Build my smile
Artificial goddess
Assemble pieces of myself
I was molded
By others
Am I living
Or being lived?
Endless longing and desire

Took off my face
Put it in the corner of my closet
Put it so deep
Deep in there so no one ever sees it
I'm sorry
So sick and tired of that face
I'll come back to dust it off once in a while

So doctor
What am I taking now?
So doctor
What did you stuff me with?
So doctor
Am I whole?
So doctor
Am I perfect now?
So doctor
Am I whole?
So doctor
Am I beautiful?