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When I wake up, she goin' to sleep
Fuck all of this distance, yeah it’s poison on the leaves, I pray
Every night that tomorrow you won’t leave
Tomorrow you won’t leave, yea yea

Lil' baby just stay here with me
You never fuckin' listen, there’s no point in saying please
I say
Fool me once, you can’t put the blame on me
Fool me once, you can’t put the shame on me

'Cause I’m a placeholder
It’s gettin' harder to just stay sober
Paranoia breathes on my neck
Can feel the hate growing

They told her
She should leave me
Think she listening
Ignoring all my texts
I can feel that girl, she’s distancing
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But I’ll blow up and call it quits
One day you’ll be callin', I’ll tell you to get a grip
Oh shit
Shoulda held my hand
Not cared about the wrist
All this fuckin' jewelry
But you still don’t give a shit
I quit
I’m sleeping on a couch
It’s feelin' like The Ritz
I was fuckin' homeless and they didn’t give a shit, she did
I’m alone with all this shit, I’m gonna switch
See me on the news, one more bad day then I’ll flip, like this

(Don’t tell me I’ll be fine
I’m so sick of hoping you're right
I guess I’ll be fine)

Listening to "Candour" every night
Every night (Shout out Neck Deep)

I’ll
Move out of this apartment
Sleepin' outside, watch me fall into the darkness
Harness
Around my chest, it’s crushing on my heart, shit
And I’m used to this pain, he getting photos of her topless
I wanna stay home, guess I'm introverted
All these sleepless nights, yea, they got my brain hurting
I wish I was the one you were concerned with
Rib cage empty, took my heart, guess I deserved it

Deserved it.