PITY PARTY

[Verse 1]
She built a wall around her body
Can't tell wall from skin
Drew a smile on the outside
Let nobody in
They can't tell it's paper thin
And her feelings catch each other
They climb her brick by brick
Her mind distorts a mirror
Like a puppet on a string
They're tugging at her tear ducts

[Pre-Chorus]
So she throws herself a pity party
(Here comes the jealousy, hate and the dread)
And never give herself a sorry
As she says

[Chorus]
Give me a reason not to hide
'Cause I can't tear down the wall from the inside
I tried to leave it all behind
But what if someday I look back
And see how there's just me where the wall used to be?

[Verse 2]
So how many careless comments
Does it take to build a wall?
You're too much and not enough
How will you ever find a love?
It's a shitty paradox
'Cause she'll only find herself
If she belongs to someone else
He tells her all she needs to hear
And builds her walls into a cell
She could never say farewell

[Pre-Chorus]
So she throws herself a pity party
(Here comes the jealousy, hate and the dread)
And never give herself a sorry
As she says

[Chorus]
Give me a reason not to hide
'Cause I can't tear down the wall from the inside
I tried to leave it all behind
But what if someday I look back
And see how there's just me where the wall used to be

[Bridge]
So throw yourself a pity party
(Here comes the jealousy, hate and the dread)
You'll never give yourself a sorry
And again
So throw yourself a pity party
Here come all the guests and no
You'll never give yourself a sorry
As you say

[Outro]
Now everybody's staring
The ceiling's falling down
The walls are getting closer and colder
And harder and further away
How is it even possible?
It's getting tight, no oxygen