Pitiful Soul

Everyday I'm on this cold shit
Look in the mirror can't fuck with him

Everyday I'm on this cold shit
All on my own I can't fuck with this
Look in the mirror can't fuck with him
I hope one day that I'm something
It's special with you when I'm fucking
I drink it down till I'm bluffing
'Cause usually I feel like nothing
Lately I'm so bad at trusting

Oooh, everything's so
Cold, alone, no one to hold
Smoke a bowl, eyes they closed
A pitiful soul, let go
I'ts hard, to feel okay
The pain, the this, the that, I'm drained
The stress, depressed, the cuts and scars
The drinks, fucked up, under the stars

Everyday I'm on this cold shit
All on my own I can't fuck with this
Look in the mirror can't fuck with him
I hope one day that I'm something
It's special with you when I'm fucking
I drink it down till I'm bluffing
'Cause usually I feel like nothing
Lately I'm so bad at trusting

I feel like everyone hate me
Wonderin' who I am lately
All these feelins drive me crazy
Time is the only thing changing
I know it's not so easy
Old memories receding
Do you wanna see me?
Laying here still bleeding

This ways only gonna make me drown
This pain, my blade, let it rain down