Pissed Off

I just woke up
My body ache but my heart numb
How do I live when my heart stop
Let me take away the pain that is eatin' up my brain

’Cause I'm pissed off
My body achin till I'm numb
That’s not the problem I hate though
I just need someone to blame 'cause

(Oh my god) I'm pissed off
My body achin till I'm numb
That's not the problem I hate though
I just need someone to blame 'cause

You said you need space, we both know that we're done
And I know about him, what's been going on
’Cause I know you too well, but not what to respond
When you say you don’t feel loved

I can't be your friend
If we can’t be lovers, then can't we pretend
That everything's fine, let's not talk ’bout the end
I want time to stop not to deal with the pain
And it's been a long time, yet here I remain

Why don't you wanna work on just fixing everything that went wrong
You just left, you just stopped trying, and I have to be strong
All my emotions, I channeled 'em into my songs, to survive
Need you to be straight, and just tell me how much of a monster I am

'Cause I'm pissed off
My body achin till I'm numb
That's not the problem I hate though
I just need someone to blame 'cause

(Oh my god) I'm pissed off
My body achin till I'm numb
That's not the problem I hate though
I just need someone to blame 'cause

I put the means to an ending
Just by the second
And if u wanna fuck me, you got a new lesson
To learn
Baby that's what you deserve
And I know that I'm a narcissit but I
I'm so sick of this
Lookin' in the mirror and I'm hopin' that I burn
'Cause I never learn