Pipe Dreams

[Verse 1: Zach Boucher]
I'm only hoping how you might be or if you will even write me
So I sent a sorry yeah, I know this isn't like me
Fucking overthinking everything every night
We need to find a cure or this feeling will define me
Tryna rewind, when the future wasn't blind
Weak in so much emotion that it's cluttering our minds
Please, I don't want you thinking that we're not going to be fine
See, I just need a mic, beat, a poem, and pipe dreams
Been losing our vision, within it we never sight see
Now it's been a week, so I figured that I might eat
When my thoughts are telling me that that just isn't likely
I learn from mistakes, doesn't matter what they might be
Love you every day, I will never mean it lightly
This was never fate, I still need you as a wife
Me? Don't you even worry I will open up the right piece

[Chorus: Bonecage & Zach Boucher]
I hear these echos and they drive me
I hear these echos in my mind, see?
Feeling like it's you beside me
Fuck it, I don't know if you're the reason I'm alive
We gotta find a cure or this feeling will define me
Maybe we should stop, drop, check out of our minds, see
Yeah I think a lot and I've got a lot of pipe dreams
(Feelin' kind of lost)
And I don't think you'll ever find me

[Verse 2: Zach Boucher]
I always try to word it nicely
I'm willing to you every second that you night need
I pointed the blame now I'm saying that you're right, b
I let you down, now I'm out of your life
We need to find a cure, or this feeling will define you
Stuck in your mind, every time, never bright moods
You can barely cope, always hoping you're alright, boo
Now I know that I could never find somebody like you
So I might lose myself, and tonight booze will help
You and I have been through purgatory, then heaven, then hell
Contemplating what is real, I don't know if you can deal
But I know that you and I can find the time to fucking heal
Cause I know there is a reason, please can you believe in me, this isn't easy, barely breathing, losing soul, purpose and meaning
You've been beating on yourself, trust me that will never help
I'll be waiting 'til you finally find the feelings in yourself

[Chorus: Bonecage & Zach Boucher]
I hear these echos and they drive me
I hear these echos in my mind, see?
Feeling like it's you beside me
Fuck it, I don't know if you're the reason I'm alive
We gotta find a cure or this feeling will define me
Maybe we should stop, drop, check out of our minds, see
Yeah I think a lot and I've got a lot of pipe dreams
(Feelin' kind of lost)
And I don't think you'll ever find me

[Verse 3: Zach Boucher]
I want to find a cure, though I want to find you more
This was never planned, I understand that's what this break is for
Yeah we this time apart to finally have some faith restored
This ain't about me, I just believe that we will make it forth
Please don't ever pave the door, Christmas ain't the same no more
Selfish I can't help it when these feelings aren't the same as yours
Fuck it, no I know the truth is you are really hurting more
Our thoughts are these weapon, like we're threatening ourselves with swords
I know why you can't let me in, I'll be waiting for it
Everything I have to say isn't my place and less important
I really mean it though, don't let this be our ending story
I will give you all the time you need in every category
Our hearts just can't afford it, we're broken, not tryna force us
I'm really to blame for all the pain of me just not supporting
I fucking need you more than anything in every morning
Yeah, I'm sorry, don't forget about me when you get it sorted

[Chorus: Bonecage & Zach Boucher]
I hear these echos and they drive me
I hear these echos in my mind, see?
Feeling like it's you beside me
Fuck it, I don't know if you're the reason I'm alive
We gotta find a cure or this feeling will define me
Maybe we should stop, drop, check out of our minds, see
Yeah I think a lot and I've got a lot of pipe dreams
(Feelin' kind of lost)
And I don't think you'll ever find me