Pins and Needles

[Intro]
I can't think straight
So don't wait up for me
I think I'll probably be late
I'll just count to three

[Pre-Verse 1]
1, 2, 3, go!

[Verse 1]
I couldn't care less
Past the point of distress
With a mind full of stress and a body to undress
Nothing else matters
'Cause nothing's real in this mess
I digress
I want to caress your skin
So I'll give it my blessing darling

[Pre-Chorus]
I've learned a lot from my stay in hell
I've learned I don't have a story to tell
Because when things become too much
When love turns to touch
Self-destruction is my crutch

[Chorus]
Give me pins and needles, I'm tearing myself apart
Give me pins and needles
I'm playing my part
And this pain is only the start

[Verse 2]
I promise
I am romantic
I swear
But I don't have to be fair
It's one sided this time
So I walk this line
Between safety and sanity
Who am I meant to be?

[Pre-Chorus]
I've learned a lot from my stay in hell
I've learned I don't have a story to tell
Because when things become too much
When love turns to touch
Self-destruction is my crutch

[Chorus]
Give me pins and needles, I'm tearing myself apart
Give me pins and needles
I'm playing my part
And this pain is only the start

[Verse 3]
Still wishing I was dead
Dead
So I'll poison myself
Too much beauty I suppose
These stories in my head are all I can compose
But as my skin turns pale
My eyes just stay shut
Filled them with pins and needles all for what?
Pins and needles all for what?