Pills

[Intro]
Rainfall

[Verse: Surf]
I hope I die, I'm livin' fast (Yeah)
Shawty too clueless, Stacey Dash (Yeah)
I ain't chasin' nobody, I'm chasin' my cash (Snoozed)
When I kicked that door, had to buy me a mask
When I got that guap, had to find me a stash
When I popped that pill, my mom get mad
I was so down bad, I had to call my dad (Yeah)
How that young nigga ball so hard? Got numbers on the board with no assists (How?)
I'm poppin' these pills all goddamn day, I could be near death, won't notice it (No)
The girl I love, won't fuck with me, and it's all my fault, I chose that shit (Woah)
If you love me girl, then show that shit
My heart been gettin' cold and shit
I done lost my fuckin' sanity, I feel like I'm at war (Yeah)
My new girl ain't fuckin' standing me, I do drugs when I'm bored (Yeah)
I chosе you, I should've chose myself (Yеah), I should've chose the Lord
I been sippin' this lean like March Madness, I ball hard like final four
Rollie on me but I want me a Patek (Yeah)
Ain't no tellin' what I can afford (Yeah)
Niggas don't really want no static (Yeah)
We pull up with choppers and hang out the door (Boom-boom-boom)
All of my niggas then got him a bag, if we walk in the mall, we gon' buy out the store (Ha)
One of my niggas gon' keep him a hammer, he pull up in traffic and use it like Thor (Ha)
I had A's in school, but I keep an F on my head, my Fani bandana
Niggas been jealous of me, I had to learn, R.I.P. Fredo Santana
I got some Nigo on me, I'm goin' ape, nigga, I'm goin' bananas (Yeah)
I'm I want some ESPN, she watchin' E, nigga, I'm changing the channel (Yeah)
I know I'm fuckin' these hoes, but girl, you better not cheat on me (Uh-uh)
Yeah, I already showed the world I'm ready, don't know why they sleepin' on me (Why?)
Yeah, I just put my new bitch in some Prada, she can't stop sleepin' with me (Why?)
Yeah, if you want your heart broke one more time, you better come leave it to me (Ha)
Yeah, all she wanted was designer, man, that bitch too easy to keep (Uh-huh)
Yeah, and she never wanna fight with me, that bitch too easy to leave (Uh-huh)
Yeah, and I just woke up, I know it's been two days, I needed to sleep (Uh-huh)
Yeah, when I heard that news about my mom, I cried immediately
Yeah, I been holdin' on to all this shit, I'm poppin' pills for pain
And I said some shit I hate, but it's impossible to change (Yeah)
I'ma show the world my face so they see you when they see me (Yeah)
I talk to God like everyday, like "Why you take her? It should've been me" (Yeah)
I'm poppin' this pill, I'm sippin' on lean, I gotta feel fucked up to feel ease (Yeah)
I'm livin' in a fucked up world, you've gotta be fucked up to feel me
I'm off this Addy, I should stop, I talk to God, I'm on my knees
I'm off like one too many drugs, I need my mind to be at peace
I really love you, girl, I need you, make some time for me at least
I'm havin' lunch, I'm with my therapist, it's time to meet at three
I'm really posted with my demons, they got time to talk to me
You really hate me for no reason, you got my past defining me

[Outro]
Rainfall
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