Pills :-(

I got you rolling with my pills
I know that you will be asleep so soon
I've got you in the palm of my hand
You cannot understand me

I don't know if you are really caring
Or if you’re not
I don't even know if I know
Where I am
I cannot understand you

I can feel a gaping hole in the middle of my chest
I don’t know if you like me any better than the rest of them
I don't know if I can bleed like this for long

I don't know if I can leave you here alone
Oh I know that it gets cold at night
I don’t want to turn out your light
If you’re gonna need me
If you're gonna need me
I know that it might be a little while
Before things are alright again
Before we can make amends
But I know that if we wait it out we'll see
Things will get better between you and me

I don’t think that I need to keep repeating myself but
I can’t seem to get it off my mind
I need to untie all these knots in my stomach