Pillow

[Verse 1]
Fill the empty space
Let the record play
All this fucking shame
Flush it down the drain
I will drink it all up
Fill my silver cup
Is it clever?
Cause I feel better

[Verse 2]
So I go another night
Looking for the highs
Hang out with the guys
I don’t even like
And I drink it all up
Just to make it stop
Will it ever
Get any better?

[Pre-Chorus]
What I feel gets way to real
When I’m alone
And if my fears are getting near
I go out, mmm

[Chorus]
Again I find myself in the middle
Using company as a pillow
In the quiet I’m insane
Need a crowded place, let go
Wanna numb my pain just a little
Using company as a pillow
And I'm shutting off my mind
Just to feel ok, let go

[Verse 3]
Look for remedy
In their agony
Love the melody
Of a fake laugh, after
Midnight I make up
Fill my silver cup
Is it clever
Cause I feel better

[Bridge]
Every time I try to make a move
I end up on the ground
But I don’t share that part of me
With anyone around, no
Wish I had another me
To help me breathe more easily, mmm

[Pre-Chorus]
What I feel gets way to real
When I’m alone
And if my fears are getting near
I go out, mmm

[Chorus]
Again I find myself in the middle
Using company as a pillow
In the quiet I’m insane
Need a crowded place, let go
Wanna numb my pain just a little
Using company as a pillow
And I'm shutting off my mind
Just to feel ok, let go

[Outro]
Let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go