​pierce the monster that’s inside of me

[Intro]
Youngmindtrip
Trippy
Yowai mo
"Hitohitori, hitohitori tasuke rarenakute, nani ga kagaku yo… shinji-kun o kaeshite… kaeshite yo!"

[Chorus]
I’m addicted to the pain
Pierce the monster that's inside of me
I love it when it rains
Better person's what I’m tryna be
My friends are switching lanes
I just leave em where they wanna be
It never feels the same
It never feels the same, yeah
I’m addicted to the pain
Pierce the monster that's inside of me
I love it when it rains
Better person's what I’m tryna be
My friends are switching lanes
I just leave em where they wanna be
It never feels the same
It never feels the same, yeah

[Verse]
Fallin on and off the wagon, I can't seem to make it happen (I can't seem to make it happen)
Did this all off rappin', turned my pain into my passion (turned my pain into my passion)
Happiness, depression, I'm stuck in between (I'm stuck in between)
Happiness, depression, I'm stuck in between
Yeah I'm in the backseat, my emotions got the wheel (my emotions got the wheel)
They just sit and watch me as my blood just spills (as my blood just spills)
I'm not scared of dying, I'm scared of what comes next (I'm scared of what comes next)
Yeah I'm scared of lying next to no one in my bed (next to no one in my bed)
I'm obsessed with connections, friendships he wrecks it
Hold onto the moment, yeah I'm so possessive
I'm obsessed with connections, friendships he wrecks it
Hold onto the moment, yeah I'm so possessive

[Chorus]
I’m addicted to the pain
Pierce the monster that's inside of me
I love it when it rains
Better person's what I’m tryna be
My friends are switching lanes
I just leave em where they wanna be
It never feels the same
It never feels the same, yeah
I’m addicted to the pain
Pierce the monster that's inside of me
I love it when it rains
Better person's what I’m tryna be
My friends are switching lanes
I just leave em where they wanna be
It never feels the same
It never feels the same, yeah