​pick up my calls

[Intro]
Hey Abel, eat some Skittles man

[Chorus]
I'm not a tool for your amusement
Yeah, you had my fucking heart and you abused it
Off the antidepressants fuck up my movement
I keep you tuck up in my mind, wish I could lose it
I just wanna go and focus on myself
I fuckin' hate you, you fucked up my mental health
I wish that I could do this life shit by myself
Antisocial, wish that I could break out my shell

[Verse]
Hate it when I look up in the mirror, I just wanna put a bullet in my brain and splatter blood up on the walls
I've been feelin' too inebriated, paranoid, looking over my shoulder, there's nothing even there at all
I'm too fuckеd up, I don't think I'll make it, off the pills and the alcohol, I'm bumpin' into walls
I'ma disappеar and not leave a trace, bitch, maybe then you would motherfuckin' pick up my calls

[Outro]
Pick up my calls
Put a bullet in my brain there's blood on the walls
Pick up my calls
Pick up my calls
Pick up my calls
Pick up my calls