Phone Calls, Pt. 1

Verse 1:
I’m so introverted when I am hurting
My minds perverted the dirt is working
My life preserving more truth per serving
Is what we’re serving you’re so deserving
Of all the darkness my chest is heartless
But still I’m caring this mask I’m wearing
Can’t see my face cause I try to hide it
You can't get it cause you’ve been blinded
Wanna stop my pain but you’re behind it
This bed of roses is where I’m sleeping
You’re supposing that I’m a heathen
But I believe it Cause you said it
I know I bled it Put in on a page
Will the forces put me on a stage? Cause it’s been staged
Am I running away, or just running my mouth?
Whats that about with the Venomous thoughts?
The benefits lost, I’m feeling the cost
It’s caught in my bones I feel it grating it’s so degrading
My mind I’m changing my soul is fading
It’s So amazing (so amazing)
Feel it blazing
My piece is taken I’m so mistaken
(So mistaken)
How’d I partake in Tasting forbidden fruit?
Wonder who did it but I bit it too
Soulless skulls will bid for you for the proper price
Will you give in or roll the dice? Please Take the bet
Don’t take the bait. Who you follow will rule your fate
Who you’ll serve you better serve today
Cause that’s always urgent don’t allow delay
Like andale!

Hook:
I’m loosing my mind
I’m losing my mind
I’m losing my mind

I’m loosing my mind
I’m losing my mind
I’m losing my.....

Verse 2:
Can I have my breath to breath I don’t believe
This room could get much smaller
Short of breath never taller
I shouldn’t call her but I grab the phone
It’s me and her but I’m alone my soul I loan
In a minute or to don’t diminish the view
It’s not about you look for the clues
I lost my screws
But how I’m screwed now I’m confused
We said ours dos but I want divorce
Don’t seek help let it take its course
I’ve done a lot with less remorse
I should reinforce
Problems come in fours not a pair of twos
What’s compared to you? I’m kinda scared of you .....
Seen what you do when you have the chance
No one’s like you when they advance
Got some problems loosing grains of sand
But my biggest problem is my biggest friend
Cause my biggest problem... Is lance