Phone Call From Poland

[Verse 1]
Well, Today is the 15th
And you know what that means
Time to sit and go through boxes of old pictures
See if I can bring myself to
The brink of giving up
I never follow through, you tell me all the time

[Chorus]
Spend my days looking back
And I wonder if you're looking up
From underneath someone who is able to be
Everything that I'm not

[Verse 2]
I'm visiting that grave
And the epitaph has already been chiseled in my mind
I'm breaking it all down right now
The way I should have let you go
And let you ruin one life instead of two

[Bridge]
I'll spend tonight by myself
For the first time, I'll try to look ahead
And find something that
Isn't doomed like we were
Now all I need
Is a second chance

[Chorus]
Spend my days looking back
And I wonder if you're looking up
From underneath someone who is able to be
Everything that I'm not