Phobetor is about when Jake was playing PUBG for hours on end every day, and Jake would wake up in the middle of the night in fits of terror, he describes it in this tweet:
[Chorus]
Drifting off to sleep
Searching for a fantasy
Only terror in my dreams
I swear I always see them creep
I wake up gasping for air
Reach to the left for the pistol
I swear that somebody's there
It always seems I just missed 'em
I cannot sleep easy
Breathe deeply
Keep the peace
The ceiling creaking
Keep the secret
Hard to tell it
Last night think I saw where Hell is
It ain't below me
It's right inside of my mind
If this is what its like to know me
Then I'd rather be blind
[Verse 1]
Call me a criminal
Subliminal
Messages in my conscience
Paranoia in the story
Always feel like someone's watching
I'm an open book
Hide the chapter
Please don't look
Just skip right past it
If you ask me how I'm feelin
You're the hero I'm the villain
Damn
[Bridge]
Take my soul for what it's worth
From the soil I was birthed
Never blessed I'm only cursed
Another lesson never learned
Take my soul for what it's worth
From the soil I was birthed
Never blessed I'm only cursed
Another lesson never learned
[Verse 2]
I'm a killer when I'm paralyzed
Wake me up I'm terrified
Only seem to terrorize
Can't wake up I'm scared to die
Killer when I'm paralyzed
Wake me up I'm terrified
Only seem to terrorize
Can't wake up I'm scared to die
[Chorus]
Drifting off to sleep
Searching for a fantasy
Only terror in my dreams
I swear I always see them creep
I wake up gasping for air
Reach to the left for the pistol
I swear that somebody's there
It always seems I just missed 'em
I cannot sleep easy
Breathe deeply
Keep the peace
The ceiling creaking
Keep the secret
Hard to tell it
Last night think I saw where Hell is
It ain't below me
It's right inside of my mind
If this is what its like to know me
Then I'd rather be blind
Phobetor was written by iamjakehill.
iamjakehill released Phobetor on Tue Jul 03 2018.