PG. 22 .!

[Intro]
Tired of just getting by
Way I′m living, I been this whole life, oh
Wake through the night
The way I balance out the lows
Hope I don't die, I′m on one
Here's the thing about it
You'd drop to your knees if you heard what I heard, I′m on one
Couldn′t tell you who am I
I'm tryna figure that out, all I need is time

[Verse 1]
I just wanted to talk (Talk to me, yeah)
But you never say much
Know that you hate this
Just to fill the silence I had turned on a playlist
Just to break the awkward tension, asked how your day went
I just wanted to talk
Got you asking how I′ve been, I saw a demon
Staring in the mirror back at me and ain't leaving
Told me all the broken promises I should′ve been keeping
You remember it all
Remember that time
I needed a bedroom, Mama needed patience
Remember we was waiting on my sisters application
Hotel hopping, never stable, always switched locations
I ain't been home since I left
I ain′t felt at home since I left
Love, show that shit less
Mama asking when I'm coming home
She would like just to see me, yeah
Cause she getting older, it's life
On the move
All of my excuses are lies
Only hear myself everything useless advice
Got a brother that′s been locked
I ain′t write him in a minute
If you ask me why I didn't my excuse is "a lot", oh
I been caught up with bitches
I been caught in my feelings
I know you worried about me
I really wish that you didn′t
I'm not the proudest about it I′ll be the first to admit it
I know I told you 'I love you′
Sometimes I'm scared I ain't meant it
Guess I′m a bad friend, I be absent
That′s the truth depending on who you asking
Cut my phone off, shits distracting
Oh yeah, check my call logs lets see who that is
Bad habits
These- these days is a bad habit
These bitches remind me that the love is back home
Visiting to reset, never staying that long
It's been mad long
Worried ′bout myself
Guilty 'bout my loyalty to the ones I left
All them couldn′t come with me
Just spilling out my honesty
That's been what′s up with me

[Verse 2]
I just wanna hear your voice one more time, where'd you go?
I don't wanna think about it no more
You told me you would meet me back home
Wish I could′ve seen your face one more time, where′d you go?
I don't wanna think about it no more
You told me you would see me at home
You told me it wouldn′t be that long
(I still feel you here, I still miss you dearly)
I just wanted to talk
But you never say much, you know that I hate that
This ain't the time for silence, need to hear what you thinking
I get out my body, out my mind, it ain′t fade yet
I remember it all (Yeah)

[Chorus]
Put it all on me (Hey, yeah)
If I take this tab I'll be up the whole week (True)
If I take this X I′ll be so out of reach
How they let me get this high and I still ain't hit my peak, yeah

[Verse 3]
Still ain't hit the peak, fuck them niggas thinking
Had to cut ′em off, let go of the leaches
I just upped an M let that fucking sink in, aye
It′s a different day, live that shit like D10
Just to live this way must dive off the deep end
Changes over me but this shit not a secret
Had to get my stripes in order
Niggas wanna switch on gang? Cool I ain't banking on ′em
I could really talk that flame
I can show you how this money make a bitch fuck a lame
I can show you how this money make your day one's change up
Yeah, that′s the game, this shit filled up with fake love
Highs and lows, it's everyday, no
It′s how it goes at this stage, yeah

[Bridge]
Stay out of reach I ain't answering for no one (Nobody)
Don't call me unless it′s ′bout a bankroll (Don't call me)
Don′t call me I'll stay out the way, oh (Don′t call me)
Don't call me lets see what it takes, oh
(We get higher)

[Verse 4]
Growing pains, yeah this growing pains
This shit come with age and this money
Just to run the pape′ up I needed leg room
Fake, I can't do the fake shit
I can't relate to the snakes that speak on my name
Them niggas is dead wrong
Chances you join the gang ′bout slim as her waist
Check the neck just to peep the chain, neon everything, dawg
Race across that interstate
Outside with my pole, fuck a case
I′m the one with base, I'm the one they betting on

[Chorus]
Put it all on me (Hey, yeah)
If I take this tab I′ll be up the whole week (True)
If I take this X I'll be so out of reach
How they let me get this high and I still ain′t hit my peak, yeah
(How they let me get this high and I still ain't hit my peak, yeah)