PEZ: Rapper Tag #35

Okay it’s time for Melbourne to rap
This is number thirty five I’d welcome you back
Before I start off there’s an apology to be made
I’m obviously a week late so sorry for the delay
Now, let’s take it back a few months of the excitement
When this shit first started and everybody was behind it
For a while things have been a little quiet
So I’m here to see if now we can revive it
Pipe it, back to that place it should be
With still so many names in this Australian scene
Props to the people who patiently been
Just waiting for a verse from their favorite MCs
See, now I wasn't quite sure what I should come with
Something I write form my heart
Or just some bars on some dumb shit
And being all not sure, I thought before I jump in
Maybe I should ask around and see what everyone thinks
DMX told me argh you need to go hard
I was like cheers mate now sit down and don’t bark
Another mate was like nah be soft
You need to do a token melody to start shit off
But don’t make another video they’ll hardly watch
So I think ill spit a hundred bars and then just pass it on
Started writing that textile cypher rap
Showed a mate like yeah that flows nice I like it man but
Nah PEZ you should get back up on that funny shit
That other shit is cool but be a fool that’s where the money is
I hope it is cause I got bills to pay
Yo it’s a downside to buying on this real estate
I'm joking, I don’t’ own shit not even my own shit
Everything you see within my home is on loan, shit
I hit a point when I realize some thing
I'm twenty seven and I still got nothing
Feel like it’s the right time to put the truth out
Usually I stick with the illusion cause I'm too proud
That’s why you see me tell fans I bought a new house
And really I'm just broke still and can't afford to move out
Its pretty fucked I play a show to a huge crowd
Then I go home and end up sleeping on some dude's couch
Tell my parents like fuck what should I do now
I think they mighta gave me some advice but I tuned out

Let that bitch breathe
Time now for some real talk ayy
Check me out, yeah

Okay to all my fans who need a update
The new albums probably gonna be a few months late
Shit I apologize but please just wait
Before I get there there a problem that I must face
On the real at times I'm feeling like a nutcase
Cause my relationship with myself is kinda love, hate
So one minute everything feels fine
Next minute everything's real quiet, silence
At first the shit went of like a lightbulb
Lookin' in the mirror is it just me or are my eyes bulged
Kinda dazed, I fell my arms shake
Man, my heart rates kinda fast ay
What the fucks going on? I dunno what it is
I just know somethings gone wrong
Went to see a doctor told me that I need to have a blood test
Wait and see how that turns out and see what comes next
After dealing with a few night of unrest
Time to wait and see, okay take a seat
Sitting there patiently doctor looked at me and told I got Grave's disease
What? And he explained now what that label means
Is your brains gone a little bit crazy scene
Cause your thyroids sick and to get rid of the cells
Your brains releasing a chemical that’s killing itself
What the fuck can you give me to help
Something, anything, give me that shit on the shelf
But when the cause of the feud is auto-immune
Take this drug, there isn't really much more we can do
Once you take it them you take it for life
Each and everyday until the day that you die, shit
Not to worry though I ain't going down player
I know that ill be all good that s probably why I down play it
Just bare with me on the symptoms for the time been if I seem kinda different
Cause I'm gonna be a little underweight until I get my health back
And when I seem a little wide eyed I can't help that
And going off the situation that I seen so far
That’s the thing that most people can't seem to grasp
Cause every show people question me
Like how come every time I see you, you're on ecstasy
I say I'm not and all I hear is well your next to me
And from where I am it looks like you're taking X to me, shit