[Intro]
(Zero)
[Verse]
Yeah, it's so hard— (Back to zero)
So hard to get through it, I'm so tired of life, yeah
I see straight through your illusion, you can't hide behind
So used to winning, when I lost, it felt like I got iced, yeah
You two-faced, I'm six-faced like dice, but you can't roll me, aight, yeah
I got the sense, let's not go in there, it just don't feel right, yeah
City central, I got petrol, I blow smoke in eyes, yeah
And if I wanted to, I'd let you, but I don't, so—
But I don't, so I don't get it, yo, we'll live in a video
Honestly, I take it back, I didn't mean to grin at you
Always knew I'd be on track, always been running for you
My heart has been vacant, but I'm saving none of it for you
And I hate it, you don't get it, it's my voice
Look at it from my perspective, give me your heart and bitch I'll match it
I know it's hard to breathe in this faction, way too many heads that were let in
I'll be like kennyS, I won't let 'em, do 'em like Penny, yeah, I'ma shell 'em
The day before the day after
It's eternal brain scatter, you care 'bout this like it matter
And I'm invested in the chatter, please don't stop 'til I feel better
Yeah, that bitch fried like she in batter, yeah, she not breaking none the patterns
I'm breaking through and taking balance, but every day's a little sadder
Every day's another challenge, every day's another—
Oh, say whatever you tell yourself
In times like this, I could really use a hand or your help, like this
I put myself on a pedestal now, like this
I don't wanna be the one to look out like this
Yo, how could I sleep at night?
How could I sleep at night? You know exactly why
I wish I had an eye, I wish I had a dog in this fight
Talon cry, I'm tired of melancholy insight
You know I'm right, my soul stays how it is no matter what
And if I die, I guess I'm supposed to die
[Outro]
The port was alive with strange faces
It was dawn by the time he found an old salt willing to part with a vessel for what bullion he had left