Pet Names

[Verse 1]
I don't get it, what am I supposed to do?
When your words were my medicine
Convinced that you were heaven sent
Never meant to leave, so why wouldn't you stay?
Take another percocet and fall into my sheets
Black lungs, I'm a bad, bad man
And I'm cursed by my decisions
Destined to become defined by the way that I forget them
And I'm haunted by the pet names
And I don't wanna see the sun

[Verse 2]
Four white walls, an empty room
A different me, a different you
I wish I could disappear
No more missed calls, we had to choose
And I chose us, and you chose you
I wish I could disappear