Pessimistic

Writing on a redeye, back to the subways yellow cabs...
Failed attempt to runaway so I'm back...
Had a dream I was...never been a rapper worried bout no buzz
Carrabas with my Detroit woman, margherita out the brick oven
Nuckas wanna act? Malkovich sudden?
I just wanna rap, turns out I'm the dumb one...
Same way they call Twista for the fast shit Jigga for the cash shit
Lex Luger for the trap shit
I guess they call Pizzle for the backpack hits
Fuck it hit me for a trip to 96
I've been your fave rappers fave rappers fave...
Since Jade told son "don't walk away"...
Laid back yall, everybody ain't tryin to swag to a swag song
I be in the stuy uptowns with the straps on...

Walking up jefferson, B&G letterman
Wasn't on the team- but I can still represent
As if it was the kings- and I was outta Sacrament
If a rapper share my line it wasn't a accident...
No teal check next to my twitter name...
Send me a real check, sex from the thickest dame
Main vein in the rain, in efx like das
Voted dopest by promoters who say I'm like Nas
Women of age instigram rubbers
Bend in front of me and tell me to do the Ed Lover
I dont rap about molly, or fishscale from papi
I rap about cheddar style cookouts in Raleigh...

Well you've must've taken a wrooong turn haven't you...
...Simply not what I've shown up, here to do...
But as long as you're here...
Come rock with your mans...
I'm poppin this year...

3rd:
Fresher than a pillow with a mint on it
My rap book scares rappers like the shits haunted
Skinny Christopher, minus that nigga that went with Jennifer
And I will never spit this simpler
It isn't, similar, to them that- give it up
Running behind trends and you barely get a cut
I'm rapping unfairly pretty much
The squares should quit and cut
Their losses I'm bossing n*ggas what
Native New Yorker
Sitting on trains yet still in charge and you fools is Willie Aames
Lose at simple games confused and disarrayed
No time to babble about who's the bigger chain
I'm working on wealth while I remain stealth
You don't see me around I'm easier found in somebody else city or town
Touching down like the home team losing, superhuman...