​pessimist on the edge

[Intro]
Duh, duh-dee, duh, duh-dee, duh, duh
Duh, duh-dee, duh, duh-dee, duh, duh
Duh, duh-dee, duh, duh-dee, duh, duh
Duh, duh-dee, duh, duh-dee, duh, duh

[Chorus]
I hate living in the moment
It's a one night stand, bitch, I don't even know ya
Always in a state of constant paranoia
When I wake up early, I don't wanna get to know ya
My life's been spiraling out of control
Don't even know what pill is in the bottle
It's so goddamn destructive, yeah, I know that
Top me off the edge and then I go back

[Verse 1]
Never-ending cycle and I fucking hate it
I'm always [?], don't know how to fucking make it
Without putting another bullet in my head
I'll just make another song instead

[Verse 2]
I'm so fucking pessimistic
You tell me what's good in life, but I must've missed it
Yеah, I must've fucking missed it

[Verse 3]
And I am falling down again
So far down this deep dark pit
And I wallow in my self-dеspair
Too far gone to reach me down there
And I know that I need to give it up
I can't go through life not giving a fuck
But they abuse my heart like way too much
And that's why these days, it doesn't budge

[Chorus]
I-I-I hate living in the moment
It's a one night stand, bitch, I don't even know ya
Always in a state of constant paranoia
When I wake up early, I don't wanna get to know ya
My life's been spiraling out of control
Don't even know what pill is in the bottle
It's so goddamn destructive, yeah, I know that
Top me off the edge and then I go back