[Verse 1]
And I can't wake up today
Where I can't speak, you're in my way
I got bad thoughts all again
And I wish these things would end
I'll get everything you wish and ever wanted
I'll tell you that I love you and I'm being honest
And I have thought of you since of August
So don't look at me and leave me with no comment
[Chorus]
And you put me through a circle
Feelings are vast, it abused my mental
And I envy many people, I see you through the evil
Talking like we're meant to be but I know it's just lethal
Yeah, I fucking hate everything, but I'm obsessed
I fucking love you, bet you wouldn't guess
And I'm tired of this feeling of regret
I'm fucking up and it burns me to my chest
[Verse 2]
I don't want to hear your name
I roll my eyes and I tend to look away
I should've told you what's the matter from that day
And I don't feel okay with your name
I can feel it through my bones and it aches
I try and I try to pour the blame
And I wish you could've came my way
I find it funny that you see this as a game
[Chorus]
And you put me through a circle
Feelings are vast, it abused my mental
And I envy many people, I see you through the evil
Talking like we're meant to be but I know it's just lethal
Yeah, I fucking hate everything, but I'm obsessed
I fucking love you, bet you wouldn't guess
And I'm tired of this feeling of regret
I'm fucking up and it burns me to my chest
pessimist was written by xona.
pessimist was produced by xona.
xona released pessimist on Sun Jun 06 2021.