Pessimism

[Dylan Longworth]
Blood's drawn, losing a pulse
Locks on, muscles convulse
Spark's gone, there's no song, the evil thoughts won
Not strong, nothing inside, my heart's robbed
Everything in my head is something I've said before
Songs of love and the dread don't mean a thing anymore
Mixed the paper and lead, now all the pages are torn

Woah, a marionette being pulled by its strings
Stay haunted by you, I try, but it still stings
These feelings won't end but I guess I gotta [?]
[?] it's not far from a bitter end
I get mad at friends ahead of me
Lose track of every melody, invoke the fire and jealousy
'Cause that feeling reigns supreme
I stand in the rain and wish away
The panic and pain inside of me

I can't [?] what's it gonna take
For all the pessimism to dissipate

[ghostsocial]
[?] going out
Coming here for too long, cut it out
Lay waste, don't have a say when you're not around
Makes sense [?]
Boy, don't open your eyes
'Cause f you started lookin' round, you'll see [?]
And I [?] looking for better skies
But I've been trying to find a way to make it out alive, and I've been
[?], tell me that you love me, I've been
Messed up, tell me that you need me I
Had enough, taking all this shit, I've been
[?] down for [?]
[?] try hard, but I fuck up
Hands shake, and voice break, [?] 'cause
Fall in love and fuck drugs, I need time
My life's the only thing I have, it's mine

[Outro]