​​personal hell

[Chorus]
If we can't be good ourselves
(Cut me out)
Pretend I'm somebody else
(Pull me down)
He wraps his hand 'round my belt
(Slowly now)
I'll be your personal hell
Your hell
Your hell

[Verse 1]
Am I allowed to be this desperate?
It's not right
I just beg for your attention over ice
Give me just a little bit more and I'm finished
I can just pretend that I'm yours for a minute
Do I make you feel nice when I text for no reason?
You don't even reply "night" when I need it

[Bridge]
Back 'n forth
Out the door
No remorse
Don't let go
I'm so close
My amour

[Verse 2]
Close my eyes and pray that I get less attached
(Attached)
I let you treat me so damn bad
It's all I have
Look me in eyes, baby, make me melt
All I ever do is fuckin' hurt myself
Look me in my eyes, baby, make me well
All I ever do is fuckin' hurt myself

I'm so aware of it
I hit him up
If he's a gun I'm fuckin' loadin' it
I always let him in
I'm like a dog
He says my name and I just run to him
Pour it up
I wanna drink 'till I can't feel at all
In my defense, I spent a year without the alcohol
I didn't feel much better
It just helped me remember
I'm still too hung up on what we did in December

I'm so sick of it
I don't feel so well
It's a swing and a miss
Sure you'll be back in a bit
It's my personal hell

[Chorus]
If we can't be good ourselves
(Cut me out)
Pretend I'm somebody else
(Pull me down)
He wraps his hand 'round my belt
(Slowly now)
I'll be your personal hell
Your hell
Your hell