Permanent

These days I just wanna be alone
Spend my time in the dark
And I’m not sure you wanna know - but I think I’m falling apart

Somethings gotta change, gotta pull my head up
I don’t want to face another fucking sun up
I wanna feel the pain so u drown sorrow
Because things aren’t the same - I don’t wanna see tomorrow

Numb in the brain, nothing to say, I’m falling away now
Trapped in this place, been here for days, Nothing will change yeah
Feeling the weight of mistakes
You’re breaking my heart but I can’t complain...

I feel you know me so well
This pain it hurts you as well
Feeling the weight of mistakes
You’re breaking my heart but I can’t complain

Been a bad kid with a bad bitch
I’m an addict with a habit poppin tablets
Feeling tragic I can’t handlе all this sadness, wanna die quick in a casket
Miss thе soft springs of your mattress
I was practice for the next guy that you hang with
And I can’t switch all this damage into something that I can fix
Fuck my last bitch

I feel you know me so well
This pain it hurts you as well
Feeling the weight of mistakes
You’re breaking my heart but I can’t complain

You know me so well
Look in my eyes, I know it’s me you despise, so see my demise
You know me so well
I can’t see through your lies, so just give me a sign, before I end my life