​permanence

X up on my chest, uh
I can't get no rest, uh
Hurt you, know I messed up
Fuck around, we 'fess up
I don't know how I came to find a bit of hope in me thru you
I been wasting all your time, lately I know I been acting rude
Yeah, is this overdue
Have I been playing the fool
You been sitting on my mind while I'm waiting for you
All I do is for you
Got my heart on the floor, yeah
Still wanna make you mine
Wanna be right by your side
And I been waiting for you all this time, all this time

(Nero)
Fuck that

Yeah woah
Ima go get me a bag
If I got some problems I solve em with racks
You still in that honda I skrrt off in that jag
Shawty she fuck with me for the cash
But I know I cannot let go of the past
I know I can't compare to her new man
Fucked up what we had, I don't get another chance
Stuck up in my ways, you got me in a trance

She don't really need me
But I know I really want her
Pull up for the weekend
Get too close no I can't cuff her
Off the gas, not breathing
But u take my soul like what's worse
For you, know I'm fiending
Your love, don't know what it's worth

She said "Nero where you at?"
I just landed in the A
She said she gon cut me off
Tell me that she needed some space
I was way too selfish I get it
Never receive always take
If its not you, I want nobody
Cuz only u relate

Yeah, off of the gas I'm faded
Yeah, stuck in my head is your cadence
Yeah, I once had your heart now its vacant
Pick up the bottle, this pill I might take it
I get a bag and I flip it, ok
Run up them racks and my digits, ok
Wake up and bake up, I'm dying today
Promised my momma that I'm on the way

You been sittin on my mind while I'm waiting for you
Girl u got my heart on the floor
Everything I do is for you
Still wanna make you mine
Wanna be right by your side

I been fighting and fussin again with myself
And idk what to tell you no I don't really want your help
Take the razor off the shelf, know I'm selfish
Fucked up everything in my life, feeling so helpless
Wake up, go to bed, its all the same
On my mind till I'm gone and dead, girl what are u saying
Your picture perfect, I'm imperfect, I've been tryna find some change
How can one person make me so happy but cause all this pain

In my heart your a permanent stain