Perhaps

Perhaps the stirrings of my heart are disillusioning, yet it can't be helped.
I am enraptured in all that you are!
Never have I experienced such longing.
The swells of the ocean cannot compare to the joy that rushes through my heart in your presence.
Every moment your smile is seen my heart forgets how to continue beating.
The time spent with you is too short, and the time away, too long.
But this bittersweet cycle only makes me more intoxicated by you.
I long for your happiness.
So please, allow me the honor of your love being returned.
I truly believe that what we could have shall never end if you would.
Only that you feel loved is my heart's desire.
It's why I love you.