Perfect

[Intro]
"I just wanted to give you space
Let you kinda think about things and process things
But right now
Only thing i can tell you is i love you
And uh
Obviously those words you're hurting
But if i love you i know God loves you more than me
You may feel like things are falling apart for the moment
But you have a long life ahead of you
That is gonna be amazing
And it will not be what you suspect
I wish you would've answered your phone
But don't forget
I love you and i still believe in you
Give me a call back if you want to talk
I love you Nate
Bye,"

[Chorus]
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna be
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna be
I stay working
For what I’m trynna be
I’m just trynna do
Something big
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna i
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna be
I stay working
For what I’m trynna be
I’m just trynna do
Something big

[Verse 1]
Uh do or die for my people
Swear the come up coming do it two it like a sequel
Talking two parts God Father like Deniro
Counting down the days till Im counting up denero
Rush flowing
Never signifies I’m slowing down
Big dreams from someone living in a smaller town
EP
Always know I do me
But If me is who I am then my city in me
Make a difference yet I’m always adding up
I’m the youngest Christian rapper performing in the clubs
It’s not because I want to but the church didn’t hit me up
Feel the need to escape the deadly places slinging drugs
So sad that I drink on the weekends
Feel complacent when my baby get to freakin
Lost a lot of things but my soul will never go
I ain’t trynna be a preacher if the preachings all for show

[Break]
"Yo Nate its Teets
I just wanted to know if you're okay If you're umm
If you're in need of a place to stay my house is always open
Uhh just wondering if you're okay
Just call me back as soon as you get this later,"

[Chorus]
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna be
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna be
I stay working
For what I’m trynna be
I’m just trynna do
Something big
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna be
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna be
I stay working
For what I’m trynna be
I’m just trynna do
Something big

[Break 2]
"The boy from the 9,"
"Im not worthy of this man,"
"The boy from the 9,"
"The boy from the 9,"

[Verse 2]
I’m sorry for everything girl
It’s bad we kept quiet then I made it worse
Excuses kept on coming out of me
Your mama was right and I told her she lied to me
Yuh
Meet me eye to eye so that way I can apologize
Left you out the blue but at least I wanna make it right
I didn’t leave the church because I didn’t wanna go but I left in hope that spiritually my absence helped you grow
Since then it’s been so hard
Every girl I tried to get with now they so gone
It’s reoccurring
Make me feel as if I’m cursed
Despite me working everyday i feel like nothing works
Now I’m searching for God
I moved out my moms and I kinda forgot
Staring right into the barrel of a gun I bought to burry
I could’ve pulled the trigger
But instead I started saying

[Chorus]
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna be
I’m not perfect
And I’m not trynna be
I stay working
For what I’m trynna be
I’m just trynna do
Something
Something
Something
Something
Something
Something
Something
Something Big