John spends a lot of this album trying to convince everyone, maybe himself, that he’s doing okay now, that the problems of his life are behind him. “Penfold State Forest” is John admitting to himself that while a lot of those problems definitely are in the past, they’ve left a lot of scars and he h...
[Verse 1]
Staring at a blue lined page trying to find the answers in ink
What would I leave behind if I was to die today?
But I'm strong enough to say that I have plenty of regrets
And maybe I can never change, my whole life will be a waste
[Verse 2]
What did I do with the years now that I'm pushing twenty-three
And I still can't tell the difference between the right and the wrong thing
How did I get so fucking good at hurting everyone I love?
Is that all I'll be remembered for?
[Chorus 1]
And I'm tired of writing sad songs 'cause that's all that I have left
And it's the things that I reflect on that make me who I am
[Verse 3]
It happened again, restless in my sleep
You woke me from a dream to say I'm not like my old man
And maybe that's what I'm so scared of
That I'll be no different
I'll bring someone into this life
And leave a scar they can't forget
[Bridge]
I ran my thumb over the faces in my old class photo
We were so innocent back then, if only I had known
And all those smiles staring back at me
Where the fuck did they all go?
What I would do for a clean conscience again
To swallow the lump that's in my throat
[Chorus 2]
'Cause I'm tired of writing sad songs 'cause that's all that I have left
And it's the things that I reflect on that make me who I am
And the first time we drove past Penfold State Forest
I felt the weight of another life leave my back finally
[Outro]
Is this all I'll be remembered for?
The scar they can’t forget
Penfold State Forest was written by John Floreani.
Penfold State Forest was produced by Shane Edwards.
Trophy Eyes released Penfold State Forest on Tue Nov 04 2014.