Penance

[Interlude]
Sterilize
Chlorified all of the thoughts inside
Dying creation, i'm staring outside
Doomed to project what I cannot keep quiet

[Verse 1]
Now i’m cold, always gone
Time flies, never really getting shit done
And I told you, growing older
Fine line see i'm always fucking piss drunk
Lemme bring this bottle outside for a minute
Drowning in a puddle of blood
I play the victim
Staring at myself it's a fiction

[Chorus]
And I’ve wasted my time
Yeah I fuck up and I do it with style
Burn the wick, incinerate the core
I got smoke shooting out of my pores
I've wasted my time
And I've wasted my time

[Verse 2]
And now you know i'm hard to love
My truth will never slip out
You'll never know what I keep fighting
Back away from daylight
I've wasted all my time

Destroy to restore
You're killed then you're born

I was done bad let the past bring more pain
But my comeback hitting right, feel no shame
See i’m somewhere now
Something much more now
You can’t kill me now

[Chorus]
Yeah I fuck up and I do it with style
Burn the wick, incinerate the core
I got smoke shooting out of my pores
I've wasted my time

[Skit]
..there is a fly buzzing around me as I write
It will never know why
For that fly the word "why" does not exist
I will go on
I will go on

[Outro]
Opinions drowning
Just keep it quiet
I keep control over whatever I like
I knew what’s right
And I won't wait until i'm seventy five