Pedal Bike Dreams

Yo
Look i ain't joking when i tell you that it's hard for me
Because i got heavy despression that's tryna target me
Yeah i got people tryna drag me down and keep me there
Them paigons try cover up the truth and now it's hard to see
See i been tryna do this properly for like a year
But all my engineers and cameraman around me dissappeared
See i been trying i been tryna make it better
Through this stormy weather no longer will i feel like am indisspear

See i've had people do me good and people let me down
Some people yeah they brought me in some people left me out
I've been broken i been struggling on the road
So why you claiming your my bredjin when your pockets fuckin flooding out
Look i ain't never been the guy to go and sell no drugs
And if i got a 9 to 5 i'll feel like that my grind was up
So all i got is music yeah You know i gotta do this so
I'll keep on pushing realness out until i know my time is up

Looking at her daddy and am looking at my little girl
I will always teach her trust no one that will get you killed
Never lie to nobody just tell them all the truth
Because when your stood before the father, Either way them beans are getting spilled
Failed way to many times and now i've gotta get it right
Travelling through all this darkness am just tryna get to light
Sick of smoking i won't lie, Weed don't even get me high
I've gotta get a whip am sick of riding on this pedal bike

Pedal bike dreams in my sleep that am living nice
Nothing in my worries trust me i was always feeling fine
Wish that was reality beacause when it comes the realer times
I wake up in the morning look around and am just getting by
Yeah am still struggling still tryna get this money in
But trust me i've seen better days all my problems am struggin em
I ain't got no time to reminisce on my mistakes
I know that time ain't gunna wait for me so am a keep on flooding em

See my mummy taught me how to struggle, No one taught me how to hustle
One pair of trainers i was walking round avoiding puddles
Searching round tryna find some love but i can't find a cuddle
Told em i would make it but they all just wanna burst my bubble
And if you really wanna live you better grab your shuvel
Kill your old self and bury him right down into the muddle
Living in your flesh, flesh will always get the best
Of you in every situation trust me you don't want that puzzle

Thinking about all this life that i've lived
My mum and daddy were'nt the best but i don't blame em for sh**
Thoughts all in my mind that's making me flip
When people ask me i just tell them that it is what it is
Thoughts all in my mind that keep me awake
Like am i gunna fall or i make a mistake
Lord i pray you be my karma come and pull me out this larva
I need you right next to me because am lost in my ways

People on my back they wanted me dead
But wants you life when your tryna take anothers instead
Tongue flapping because your tryna be the one to be fed
They've got bars but they ain't got the gift inside of my head
I keep this going like it's easy i got corn for your head
You know this rappings easy am not even trying my best
No on was there when i was struggling when i was deoressed
Taking trips to London now they wanna jump in my bed

Pedal bike dreams in my sleep that am living nice
Trust me i was always feeling fine
Me i was always feeling fine
Around and am just getting by
Yeah am still struggling still tryna get this money in
I ain't got no time to reminisce on my mistakes
Am a keep on flooding em