Pearl of Great Price

My mind is always moving
So much I can't decide
I've got the fear of losing
Of what was never mine
I'll say it and I'll mean it
Did I say it because I'm mean
So listen very clearly
And you won't be deceived

My mind is always chasing
It's filled with trickery
So listen oh so closely
And you won't be deceived

The path of good choices
The path that led them all
So many times, is the pearl of great price
So I need a mission
No second motion
Nor a station for the stock
So many times
The pearl of my price is
I need a mission