Peace Of Mind Is A Luxury I Can’t Afford

It's half past dusk
And I'm looking at the sky
Grateful that I found a reason
For me to be alive
I've been lower than
The bottom of the ocean
Feeling so damn hopeless
Finding ways to cope
Cause I just want to be fine sometimes
All I want to do is dream
Because my dreams
Are better than reality
Am I too late to save
Myself from how I think
Cause I'm so tired of
Being on the brink

Peace of mind a luxury
That I cannot afford
See me in my coffin
Tossing turning
Not up with the lord
Death is calling at my phone
Was going to cut the cord
But the tempt is just to real
So I'm going to fall toward
Watching all these people
Happy and Go-lucky
Feeling like I'm not the same
I'm better looking bloody
Lately has been kind of rough
It's looking kind of rutty
Just leave me in the proper ditch
One that's feeling muddy