PCH Prayer

[Verse]
I write this verse all by my lonely
I need niggas to know that I am not one of the homies
I took all of my pain, covered it up
Naysayers, I shutted 'em up
Gettin' accustomed to not givin' a fuck
It's just me in this ho
It's just me when I'm broke
How dare you want a piece of the shit that I wrote?
All the time that I spent by myself
In my room with no food with no phone with no help
And my bills pilin' up
Oh, you thought this shit was only a dream?
Niggas are distant when it's holes in your jeans and Mickey D's
And wonder why they seein' less of me? Because I peeped it, didn't I?
I told you, didn't I? I showеd you, didn't I?
I told you get a life, I showed you thе hustle
What you think that I'm comfortable?
You think it's enough for me?
You think if i make it that mean your ass will see luxury?
You niggas disgust me
Family isn't family suddenly
Only when it's convenient, I guess
I'm offended by what I'm seein', I just
Separated before the evils infest me
Keepin' my chin stuck to my chest
And my hands together